不是你的就不是你的

我知道……

如果我开口要你离开她的话
如果要你在我们俩之间做一个选择的话

赢的人一定是我

有种感觉
虽然你和她在一起
但如果我要把你抢回身边
我一定做得到
赢的一定是我


问了你……

seriously
我要你的话
你会来吗？

你回答了……

我要！！


但……

理智还是捉着我
不让我做出会让自己后悔的事

我不行让你成为一个罪人
也不可以让自己后悔一辈子
更不能让一个女生伤心

最终
我还是放弃了你
选择理智


我说……

我一定会找到男朋友的

你也祝福我……

你一定会找到更好的男人


【不是你的就不是你的，是你的走了也会回来】


终于
我相信了这句话

happy halloween~ ♥

yup,
it's 30.10.2012,
3 more hours to go and it's HALLOWEEN...

besides,
HALLOWEEN 2012 = sweet 21 for EJ~

it's my birthday!!!
and im gonna be 21 3 hours later~

time flies,
21 years ago,
there was a cute girl born and came to this world...

3 years ago,
the girl turned 18 in taiwan,
celebrating her halloween turn-to-adult there...

today,
this girl is waiting for 31st to reach,
and will be celebrating her official adult on the next day...

21 years old,
a sweet-bitter feelings...

finally,
it's time for it!!

happy halloween & happy birthday in advance,
halloween girl~ ♥

30.10.2012
9.23pm

near & near

oh god...

it's 28 already...

*trying to ignore the date*

forever 18~

Happy Halloween to Halloween Girl~

*halloween is coming~*

finally i see susee jie jie after so many years...

4 years...

time does fly so fast...

i never realize how much i miss her until the moment i see her~ 

today,
i went to china town to find jiejie, uncle mike, and the little naera~

firstly, 
i saw uncle mike,
then i saw jiejie was walking towards me.

i straight ran to her and hugged her so hardly.

we spent the whole day,
talking,
shopping,
and she bought a golden key for me.

yes,
it's my 21 years old present.

after the dinner,
i saw her went into the car,
immediately my tears dropped.

i miss her so much!!!

i was so scared that she may see me crying,
so i didnt dare to wipe off my tears,
but my tears kept dropping...

after they exited the highway,
my tears kept dropping and dropping and dropping...

how can i wait for another 4 years to see her again...

i cried for the whole journey,
even after i reached home now.

i miss jiejie so much,
but she is now already has a great family,
uncle mike,
little naughty naera...

i promise to myself,
next year after my graduation,
i will spend 2 months in NZ,
to see her again.

jiejie,
miss u so much...
i love you...

hope it is a fake news...

我的心突然冷了，
因为看到了一个消息……

申东靖去世了！！！

很突然，
真的很突然，
我真的希望消息是假的，
希望明天就有他的家人跳出来说，
申东靖没事！！！

……

……

……

人生真的很短暂……

我们没有人可以知道明天会发生什么事……

现在想做什么就去做，
因为可能下一秒，
我们的人生就会发生不一样的事了……

我真的感到很伤心，
也很突然、错愕……

我真的真的不想讲出那三个字……

因为我不相信那是真的……

真的，
明天一定会有人跳出来说，
申东靖没事！！！

♥

i hate you...

but i love you as well~ 

好久不见~

哦老天~
半年了，
半年没写东东了~

半年过的很快~
十月已到，
很快很快我就要21岁了！！

天啊~
要转大人了~
还有26天，
我就是officially adult~

呵呵呵……

不过21岁了，
男朋友都没有，
很可怜~
连个影子也bo……

3年前，
18岁的生日我是在台湾度过的。

人生最重要的18岁，
我是过得很有意义；
那人生另一个重要的21岁，
会是怎么度过的呢？

不懂……
因为我不是小叮当~~