happy halloween~ ♥

yup,
it's 30.10.2012,
3 more hours to go and it's HALLOWEEN...

besides,
HALLOWEEN 2012 = sweet 21 for EJ~

it's my birthday!!!
and im gonna be 21 3 hours later~

time flies,
21 years ago,
there was a cute girl born and came to this world...

3 years ago,
the girl turned 18 in taiwan,
celebrating her halloween turn-to-adult there...

today,
this girl is waiting for 31st to reach,
and will be celebrating her official adult on the next day...

21 years old,
a sweet-bitter feelings...

finally,
it's time for it!!

happy halloween & happy birthday in advance,
halloween girl~ ♥

30.10.2012
9.23pm

near & near

oh god...

it's 28 already...

*trying to ignore the date*

forever 18~

Happy Halloween to Halloween Girl~

*halloween is coming~*

finally i see susee jie jie after so many years...

4 years...

time does fly so fast...

i never realize how much i miss her until the moment i see her~ 

today,
i went to china town to find jiejie, uncle mike, and the little naera~

firstly, 
i saw uncle mike,
then i saw jiejie was walking towards me.

i straight ran to her and hugged her so hardly.

we spent the whole day,
talking,
shopping,
and she bought a golden key for me.

yes,
it's my 21 years old present.

after the dinner,
i saw her went into the car,
immediately my tears dropped.

i miss her so much!!!

i was so scared that she may see me crying,
so i didnt dare to wipe off my tears,
but my tears kept dropping...

after they exited the highway,
my tears kept dropping and dropping and dropping...

how can i wait for another 4 years to see her again...

i cried for the whole journey,
even after i reached home now.

i miss jiejie so much,
but she is now already has a great family,
uncle mike,
little naughty naera...

i promise to myself,
next year after my graduation,
i will spend 2 months in NZ,
to see her again.

jiejie,
miss u so much...
i love you...

hope it is a fake news...

我的心突然冷了，
因为看到了一个消息……

申东靖去世了！！！

很突然，
真的很突然，
我真的希望消息是假的，
希望明天就有他的家人跳出来说，
申东靖没事！！！

……

……

……

人生真的很短暂……

我们没有人可以知道明天会发生什么事……

现在想做什么就去做，
因为可能下一秒，
我们的人生就会发生不一样的事了……

我真的感到很伤心，
也很突然、错愕……

我真的真的不想讲出那三个字……

因为我不相信那是真的……

真的，
明天一定会有人跳出来说，
申东靖没事！！！

♥

i hate you...

but i love you as well~ 

好久不见~

哦老天~
半年了，
半年没写东东了~

半年过的很快~
十月已到，
很快很快我就要21岁了！！

天啊~
要转大人了~
还有26天，
我就是officially adult~

呵呵呵……

不过21岁了，
男朋友都没有，
很可怜~
连个影子也bo……

3年前，
18岁的生日我是在台湾度过的。

人生最重要的18岁，
我是过得很有意义；
那人生另一个重要的21岁，
会是怎么度过的呢？

不懂……
因为我不是小叮当~~